babymoo the polar

结果就是这样

2007-05-08T21:38:00.000+10:00

seems like things just turned out this way...
not the way i wished it would be...
but nothing that i can do to change it...

but why of all times he dun wan to put the photo but now?
aiyo... i got test n exams coming up eh...
forget it.. he wont know... i dun think he even bothers anyway... and ive never told him...

i just need somewhere, somebody to let me tell this....
so if u read this and dun understand. thats okay. if u just happen to read this sentence only, of the whole post, dun bother reading the rest...

Lord, i need you. help me to remove distractions that will affect my concentration and focus in my revision for the final semester exam. help me to prioritise whats important. Father, may i always remember your word and grace upon each n every one of us, even in the midst of busy study schedule or work. if not for you, God, what we have now would not be present. thankyou Lord for all these blessings and guidance, in Jesus name, Amen.

让我谨记我不是一个人度过
少了他我也会没事的
真的会没事的...

make me happy =)

2007-04-10T23:28:00.000+10:00

him. him. him again. its funny how we communicate well via four-sided-electronics (computers) but not when we are face to face.

had a bbq with friends last saturday. after that we all went upstairs to play. they played cards with 40% alcohol vodka... you get wad i mean? the one who chooses the lowest number card must drink up a cup of vodka cocktail ( vodka plus softdrinks plus orange juice...). in the end some of them felt sick and vomited. that was the first time i see poeple i know becoming drunk.

so when i reach home, showered and while waiting for my hair to dry, i went online. i was so excited ( dunno if this is the right emotion though) about the alcohol incident. i wanted to tell it to somebody.

so... i told him because we had a chat about drinks previously too. and i cant possibly tell my family. they would probably get worried for me for having such friends (but really... they are not that wild) and staying up late. so i typed a long passage of words, describing wad happen when they were drinking and etc.
i was happy that he was willing to listen. and then he typed this... " anymore thing to tell me? den u can be happier..." =) im jumping into the air! and then he sent me a song he listened recently. 今天你要嫁给我 by david tao and jolin tsai. hmm...

its just me feeling this way. its only one-way, isnt it?

seems like i will continue...

2007-03-29T22:06:00.000+10:00

just now i was on msn and was talking to him
it strated with a simple 'hi' and then he began rambling on n on
then went on to talk about so many things.. like he learning to ride motorbike, he dived deeper than his previous personal record yesterday, he got invited to go clubbing............ (more dots)

ya. im happy. heeee...

net is very happy. is this good or bad. 怎么办.

back for some big PUBLIC EVENT

2007-03-24T12:02:00.000+11:00

sorry again for the very late post. since ive been back in melb from singpoare, ive been busy with my new apartment( this will be further described in the following para), preparing for uni, adapting to cantonese service in MCBC( this is totally great!) and finally experiencing my first homeless night......
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alright, so my new apartment is just one road apart from the uni. ^^ it has a pretty look from the outside of the building and the ground floor is like a resort lobby, having snooker tables, car racing machines, plasma television plus many many sofas, bbq pit and open space have-fun area and also computers to go online. sounds marvelous eh? but once you take the elevator up to the rooms... u get a 180 degrees change of environment. heee it has gotten much comments from various people and these are some of them. " this looks like some fire escape route...", " WA, like one whole row of prison cells...", "really very small leh, and where's the toilet?!" yea i have to share the washroom and kitchen with about 23 other people... just like a public place. sad right? T.T
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then, moving on... YAY for MCBC! i love the people in church, i love the church building itself, and i love CATALYST and sunday canto service! catalyst is the friday gathering where we interact and discuss God's Word. =) ive attended several services so far and they have been really meaningful. and also for the new friends ive made, thankyou for helping me fuse into the community =) kit, ricky, shuoi, daniel, carmen, rebecca, mick, rachel, ivan, anson, fran, phoebe, eugene, peggy, jack, lydia, jimmy, auntie alice and sorry for some names i might have missed out. i always look forward to the coming sunday whenever a new week begins. heee and one more thing. theres going to be a camp in july that is welcoming people to join. it would be focussed on the topic of relationships in relation to Christianity, so the criteria to join that camp is to be a believer and single or attached but not married and in the age range of 18-35. and many of them asked me to join and the answer i always have to repeat is, " dont ask me, im underaged..." and their reply is," HUH?! really?! when are you going to turn 18?!" hehehehehe im young! but anyway, keep praying for the upcoming camp and events.
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okay, finally we come to the most interesting part of this post. it was 23-03-2007. temperature was about 33-37 degrees in the day.

samsam went to uni and on her way back on the train, there was a gas explosion at one of the stations and the trains cant pass. she was stuck at the station for 2 hrs before trains could pass again. this happened at about 12.30pm.

i was on my way to friday gathering, with ivan. so we were at the train station waiting for the train and i saw people reading the papers. the front article had a title that reads, " BURNLEY... HORROR" *shock* burnley is one of the suburbs where lay goes for some uni lects. i actually wanted to borrow one of the papers to have a look but 不好意思 neh... but even without looking at the article, it is obvious that something big happened there. oh no...so this happened at aprrox 6.00pm.

then after my church gathering, mick and rachel sent 3 of us who are staying in the city back home. i was the last to get off so when we were heading towards my place, we crossed one cross junction that had faulty traffic lights. mick suspected that there is a blackout in the area, and at that same moment, doggie called me to say that there is indeed a blackout in almost half of the city area. most apartments didnt have electric supply, only those ground level shops and of course hospitals n uni were still brightly lit. so i grouped together with andy's cell and we discussed where we should go. shearan and jup stay near my church area so was not affected by the blackout. so 6 people, sze-er, doggie, andy, shearan, jup and me got onto sze-er's car. first we sent shearan n jup back home, then guess where the rest of us went? WASH CAR! haha. we went for the manual car wash somewhere near jup's place. then after that we headed back to the city. so actually in short, i was in the city, then i took the train to glenferrie, then after church mick drove me back to the city, then i was on sze-er's car to glenferrie, then again back to the city. wahaha! ^^ samsam was alone at home so we kept calling her to make sure she's fine. but in the end we think maintaining sufficient battery in our phone was more impt. =) okay... then since the elec hasnt recovered yet, we went to get supper at Hungry Jacks before going back to andy's house(its dark and we could only depend on candles and torch and handphone light). as we drove back from HJ, we saw a road block which says this, "ROAD BLOCK for PUBLIC EVENT". haha it sounded quite funny at first but this blackout is truely a public kind of thing though. we waited n waited n waited n at ard 1am plus i guess, samsam replied doggie's message that her apartment got elec liao... then it was followed by doggie's apartment and lastly mine. the elec recovered starting from the city up towards the uni. as we left andy's place, it was raining and it was freezing. me and sze-er was even in shorts and short sleeve tops. melbourne is crazy! one moment its 33-37 degree celcius, then it falls to about 10 degree celcius. BRRRRrrr....we reached home about 2am plus.
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for the first time, i felt how it is to have nowhere to go, no home to return but luckily ive still got friends' company.=)) wads happening to melbourne? was it an attack? is Christ returning? this incident fits perfectly to the bible study session at catalyst last night (Matt 25:1-13). we talked about the importance for preparing ourselves ALWAYS for the return of Christ. constant prayer, reading of the bible, attending church services, fellowship and concern for people around us, keeping a close n strong connection with God. He is going to come back anytime soon. this place we are in is becoming more n more complicated and disaster-prone.
Lord, as You said in Your Word, these are signs that the world is going to end. may i pray that when You come again, we will have more than enough oil supply for our oil lamps, to be well prepared to receive You. and at that time, believers will return back to the heavenly home with You. In Jesus name, Amen.

one word says it all. SLOW!

2007-02-05T13:35:00.000+11:00

WADS WRONG WITH ALL THESE PEOPLE?!

trinity. UniMelb. uniLodge. IDP.

my flight is on the 13thfeb. cant all of u just get my CAAW done and give me that e-visa?!

|| MERRY CHRISTMAS || tanned finally!

2006-12-26T14:22:00.000+11:00

it was pouring for so many days until finally it was sunny yesterday PLUS ll of us had no appointments. so cheche suggested to go to bedok jetty to fish! we went there at around noon and for 2 hours, so we got tanned so quickly. haha^^ esp mama... her skin is very sensitive to changes in weather. we describe her as '见光.死' ahaha!

oh and then we went for christmas church service at 4pm. four of us were like so so red, esp under the church lightings. heeee so yea the sermon was given by pastor ron cassi. he is really a gdgdgd servant of God. and i love his sermons.

God
thankyou for speaking through pastor ron cassi during christmas eve n on christmas day service
through the message, we were reminded of the importance of missionary n of the virgin birth of Christ Jesus
Father
may i pray for your continued protection n blessing upon their family as they continue to do Your work
as they travel around to do mission work, to spread Your Word to the people, to reach out to those who have never heard of the gospel
i pray that Lord, You will work through him to bring more souls into Your Kingdom
on this Christmas season, i also pray that we do not celebrate X'mas but CHRISTmas
its not only about shopping n exchanging gifts
but its about the priceless gift of salvation given to all people by God
Father
may You also teach me n use me as Your servant
may i also touch the heart of others by reflecting God in my life
thankyou once again for Your begotten son n for the cross Lord
i pray in Christ Jesus name
Amen.

home

2006-12-23T15:56:00.000+11:00

very very late post ya? sorry... but things are all fine back home ^^
this blog ... i dun wan my family to know..
but i cant usually blog when they are around (which always is the case)
so i'll just note the main points for this holiday period at home

okay so i was back in singapore on the 16thdec
my baggage was 36kg!!! but the nice nice person let me go with that becos i checked in early i think...
love the cadbury hot choc drink on board the QF plane =) so so nice
when i touched down, i collected my baggage, got out of the area, looked around for papa mama n chehce
BUT NO ONE WAS THERE!!!
so sad arrr they were late cos they went to the wrong terminal *faints*

so for the past week....
went cycling around with cheche one of the day
went to marina square with jacjac n samantha(her sister) on wed
had this really yucky tea time meal at SECRET RECIPE (*hint* dun go there... its really yucky)
they lack so many ingredients so couldnt serve many items
jacjac... we shouldnt have given GST

then yesterday me n cheche went to help out in greenview sec to sell uniforms
so so many people, including some very qian bian parents and some inmature kids
hello?! the queue so long... if u want to see the size only... and dun wan to buy.. can stand aside or not? this parent just scream at me, " then i dun wan to buy liao..." O.O what?!?!?! ATTITUDE!
then some kids... super spoilt! try on the uniform also wait for ppl to SERVE
O.O got maid big deal eh? dun even know how to 打理 themselves... haiii

thats basically all for this week. =)

Thankyou Father!

2006-12-15T07:08:00.000+11:00

i cried because i was too happy.
cos i got my 91 ave.
but doggie n samsam not happy =(
the thought that we may not be in melb U together is so sad la

darlings. dun be sad over it for too long okay. there will be some way out.

for everything, Father, thankyou so much.
be it happiness or sadness, its given by You.
sufferings are there to shape us and teach us new lessons.
God i pray that we will always remember You in all things we do and do not lose trust in You.
for our future footsteps we take, may i pray that we will follow Your guiding light. to walk Your way. the path that You've paved for us.
Dear Lord, thankyou for all these in Jesus name, Amen.

JiuMingArrrhhh!!!

2006-12-13T17:39:00.000+11:00

so boring!
so so boring!
so so so bor-bor-bor-ring!

im heeding samsam's advice to laze till later in the morning... haha and i think im a fast learner in this.
hahha i slept at 2am and got out of bed at 12noon today
but the days still seems so long... nothing to do =(

come on WINDY! gallop!

2006-12-11T17:21:00.000+11:00

we went for horse riding at some far away land. haha it took us about an hour to get there. first we met in the morning at 0630 to travel down to the city from home. then we caught a train from spencer station to go to WALLAN station. that was the third stop along the trail but it took us more than 1/2 hr. yitming didnt sleep for the whole night because he was still having exams, and he stayed up to study. so he had a rest on the train. after that, someone picked us up with a landrover from the train station to the horse riding area.

when we reached there we expected them to have the horses ready for us to ride. but they were still feeding them and brushing their fur. haii... we were suppose to start riding at 0930 sharp but ended up starting only at around 1030. but while waiting for them to get things ready, there was this cute little black puppy called 'tencil', not quite sure how to spell it, and we played with it for the time being. its totally adorable. the owner said its only 7 weeks old, and we can see that it couldnt even walk properly yet. it was hobbling behind its owner all around the place. awww sooo cute!

then finally the horse were all set to go. we were first asked how many times we've ridden, so that we can be paired up with the most appropriate horse. layleng was the more experienced rider among us so she got on the naughtiest one. wahaha! it was called punky, cool name eh? that person there thought i was nervous and is my first time riding the horse, so he chose WINDY for me. he said, " its 16 yrs old, dun worry it will go slow" and indeed it went very slow. it refused to move even when i kicked it. =( so along the course, we started off only at a walking speed, and only when we got more used to the horse did we had some faster trots. we had some chats with the ranchers and we found out that the whole piece of land they have is actually 500 acres!!! the first thing that came to my mind was...: hmmm how can we ever find such a big piece of open sapce in singapore. never! hahaha. the whole ride was 3hours but we had a short break after about 1hr40min ride. when we got off from the horse during the break, my legs were a little wobbly. haha we all had to stretch a bit before getting on with next part of the course, or we'll probably have serious cramps.

oh! and WINDY was so clever. when it was nearing noon, when the sun was blazing, flies began to surround us. there was so many of them attacking its head that it couldnt travel properly. it kept on shaking its head and sweeping its tail. as usual windy was at the end of the seven horses that travelled together, but this time it was really tagging along way behind the rest. then suddenly it trotted on faster and caught up with the horse in front. the way it prevented the flies from coming any closer was to stuck its head near the butt of the horse in front, so that the tail can sweep away the flies from its head. clever right?! hahaha! but i was wondering wad will happen if the other horse start to release some things from its butt. =P

but anyway it was really fun! and a great experience as well. im going to go back there again next year! must bring cheche, doggie n samsam there also. =)

not many days left before i leave melb. hmm where else shall i go... AH this reminds me that the day before i leave, i'll be getting back my results! oh no... =S

its so so hot!

2006-12-10T14:18:00.000+11:00

now i know wad exactly a heat wave is
ITS FORTYpointFIVE DEGREE CELCIUS!!!
no wonder i was melting away just now...
doggie and samsam really chose the right day to leave melb

AH!
ohno... tmr we're going for horse riding
it cant be this hot tmr ya? HEAT STROKE!

2006-12-09T12:41:00.000+11:00

doggie got on the flight back home already...
tmr will be samsam's turn...
haiii

when will we meet again?
hopefully in singapore when they come for holiday
will we be back in melbourne together?
i hope so =)

i shall enjoy the last week in melbourne for now
monday: horse riding
other times... ive got to buy stuffs to bring back home and then clean up my room and pack my luggage home as well

a bit moody now. bad mood. one by one they are going off.

HappyBirthdayCheche!!!

2006-12-09T09:25:00.000+11:00

i love my darling sister!
she's my only sibling.

my biological sister n sister in Christ.
my longterm room.mate.
my friend.
my confidant.
my tutor.
my quarelling opponent.

^^ what will become of me without her...

dear Lord
thankyou for my family and thankyou for giving me a sister who accompanied me throughout these 17 years
thankyou for giving me her, simply her
she's been tolerant of my temper n forgiving n patient n loving towards me
even at times when we have different opinions and quarrel, it was those times that brought us even closer
and thankyou God even for the chance for us to study n live in a different place
because this i feel, helped us to communicate better n understand each other well
personally i think when we shared a room like in singapore, we just dun seem to have a very close relationship
Father, You gave me everything
and all things n all the plans work out for good
may me n my sister continue to glorify You wherever we may be
be it together or separated in different states
that we do Your work and serve in Your Kingdom n walk in the path You planned for us
Father thankyou
in God's dearest name
Amen

valedictory - ITS OUR DAY!!!

2006-12-07T19:56:00.000+11:00

WE ARE FINALLY GRADUATES!!! (of college, not uni yet...)

finals - [day.fourteen]

2006-12-05T00:04:00.000+11:00

WHEEEEE~
i finished with biology today, which marks the end of my trinity finals and the end of trinity foundation course
am i suppose to feel happy or sad?
but anyway i went down to the city to walkwalk with layleng, jacjac, jessica, jocelyn and samsam
got myself a white slightly flared skirt and a short light pink jacket that ties in the front
most probably going to wear them for valedictory!

although exams are over, fun has started, but it just feels a little lost
i need to find something meaningful to do this holiday
we got so engrossed with studies such that while we were shopping, lay was thinking in her mind what she need to study when she goes back home later in the day...
haii trinity started rather suddenly and its going to end so quickly tmr
9 months... ALL GONE!

but all these while here, God has been watching over me
all these would not have happenned so smoothly without Him

Dear Father,
thankyou for the blessings and grace that You've showered on me
ive learnt and grown much in Your loving guidance
and the most important thing ive learnt is the power of prayer
prayer has brought me closer to You and it has given me much encouragement n calmness throughout the time here
im glad to have this special relationship with You, Lord
and may i pray that i will be able to continue to grow spiritually wherever i am
and also that i may be a faithful servant to serve n worship You in Your kingdom
Lord, may i lead a life that reflects You in it
and walk the path You've prepared for me
thankyou Father and i pray all these in Your precious name
Amen.

YUCCKKS!

2006-12-02T19:10:00.000+11:00

i dun wan to cook anymore laa!!!

firstly i dun feel hungry
secondly i dun like the food that i cook anymore
its so tasteless and so un-tasty =S
mama~ 我要回家啦... 快点!!!

maybe i should start cleaning up my kitchen soon
yes... i should clean up... umm... good idea! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!!!

2006-12-02T00:00:00.000+11:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAMA!!!

the words on the turtle not very clear eh?

it says '给MUM FROM MEIMEI' =)

mama now working very hard together with papa

hopefully she enjoys the company of the school kids and dun stress herself too much

yay when i go back to singapore, i can help to take care of the pupils, especially the noisy ones

u all better becareful... if u guys dare to disturb them while they are driving... u are going to get it from me

u really dun wan to see me flare up! muahaha *evil grin*

a lot of the times people will ask me if im closer to my mama or papa

actually it reallly depends

that day with layleng, i was saying that i cant go shopping with my papa becos in the end i'll probably end up with nothing

papa is very 细心 so he will check every product he intends to buy very carefully

and most of the time he will find a problem with it and end up not buying

my sister is just like him... so both of them can shop together (they see something they like... they will read the description, check the outter surface... the inner components... and eventually spend half or sometimes an hour on just ONE item) O.O

and me n my mama will shop separately (we see something we like n is nice n not too expensive... we buy)

mama i want to go shopping with u arr!

heee and i want to eat the scones that u bake at home!

i cant wait to be home... then we can have a belated birthday celebration! (this reminds me that im going to the last person back home... becos cheche will be home two days before me eh!)

IKEA richmond

2006-11-29T20:49:00.000+11:00

muahaha this morning it was clearly proven that my alarm clock and ringtone on my mobile do not work on me

both was suppose to wake me up at 9am sharp but i woke up only at 10am

by that time, my phone had already received EIGHT MISSED CALLS and TWO MESSAGES!

all either from sam or doggie because they were asking me if i want to go to ikea for breakfast

haha doggie say i can prepare very fast so they went to fetch sam first then came to my place

sorry arr a bit late though...

the breakfast was only $2

which includes 2 hashbrowns, 2 bacon strips, a sausage, half a tomato, scrambled eggs and baked beans

coffee and tea also cost $2

because like wad sze-er said, we can refill the cup 200 times!!! if we want or if we can even drink that much ^^

in the end we only drank two cups each

i dunno a lot about coffee so i didnt taste much difference between my first cup of flat white and my second cup of cafe latte. heee

but i guess its quite nice =)

my parents like to drink ikea's coffee back in spore too

*ding* shall go for ikea breakfast with mama n papa when i go back. yay!

then we had a walk around the place.. looking at tables, chairs, beds, sofas, CHRISTMAS DECORATIONS, lightings and CHILDRENS' stuffs

haha we spotted a whole box of small soft toys that cost only $1

there was octopus, shark, fish, and turtle but only the turtles look cute enough for us to buy

doggie's mum bought 15 to give as gifts to children when she goes back to msia

doggie n sam bought one each n i got three for myself

we are probably going to sew or pin it to one of our bags =)

roamed the place for a few hours before leaving

but before getting back onto the car, doggie's mum treated us to soft serve icecream

it was really good... very milky and rich

but by that time... i already felt the symptoms of migraine

ARRHHHHhhhh!!! i hate it.

so after sze-er sent me home. i slept for 2 hours, till 5pm before waking up to revise my bio.

two more small chapters to go for tonight. then i will finish the syllabus. ^^

samsam jiayou on accountings and doggie jiayou on your piano audition piece!

*we go for dutch pancakes after valedictory ya? =)

the garage

2006-11-28T15:38:00.000+11:00

net: jerry! trying to play with the candle flame?!
jerry: this is my new owner =)

jerry: the cake look so appetizing. im hungry. let me eat the cake! *drools*

jerry: ahhhh i cant breathe!

jerry: hehee let me escape from jacjac's clutches while she is drinking her starbucks choc frappacino

jerry: tada~ these are MY BUDDIES wheee im the centre of attraction! take photo!! i love photos!!

po-lo-korkor

2006-11-28T12:14:00.000+11:00

introducing po-lo-korkor!!!
he is my sister's boyfriend

so last night when i put one of the pic in my previous post as my msn diplay pic
his reaction was like this....

(12:57 AM) paulkorkor: SO BIG!!!!!!!!
(12:57 AM) janet.__________: ^^
(12:58 AM) paulkorkor: IT'S HEAD IS EVEN BIGGER YOURS O_O !!!
(1:02 AM) paulkorkor: 好幸福
(1:02 AM) janet.__________: =)

haha but anyway my sister has decided to tell my mum about po-lo somewhere this week
dunno if my mum will flare up or give some kind of unexpected reaction

how nice friends can be =)

2006-11-27T23:18:00.000+11:00

THANKYOU GUYS!!!

layleng jacqueline yiming wirawan!

the belated birthday dinner was marvelous!

we went to this really special place just now

it was on berkeley street

some garage restaurant that serves indonesian food

its really a garage made into a restaurant

cars can drive straight into the place because its simply a GARAGE!

haha its just so special =)

after the meal, lay asked me if i want to go to the washroom

i seriously didnt need to go so i said no...

jacjac asked me the same thing also... i was like.. "no..."

they actually wanted me to go and then they can bring out the birthday cake

haha.. so they had no choice but to go to the counter n take the cake out... having me at the table as well

so their plan for a surprise sort of failed

but that was a good enough surprise already THANKS SO MUCH! ^^

they got a cake from brunetti which looked like the one andy bought for zhinzhin the other time

the one with lots of strawberries

its actually strawberry cheesecake =) hehe. nice~

then lay suddenly said " take it out!"

all of them armed themselves with camera and lay took out a JERRY SOFTTOY from a big big bag

ohmygoodness! the bag is actually very very big... but i didnt even notice it throughout the dinner

im so blind....

JERRY!!!!! he is SO CUTE~

all of them like it a lot tooo. esp jacjac. haha she was hugging it almost for the whole period of time

i dun think anyone can resist jerry's cuteness. heee

then we played pool in the garage place

yup they had two pool tables two car racing machines n some computer game thing there

jacjac n yitming can play pool so well la

haha jac.. dun take medicine arr

yitming... dun study commerce

both of u team up and become professional players

then compete in the world championships

just get a bit more trainings n brushing up.. sure can win de ^^ haha

yitming had to leave early for tuition ard 8pm

gambate ne!

so left with the 4 of us in the garage... haha

we sat by the corner near the pool tables and had such a long chat about our lives n future n family n schools

we were thinking how different we will be in 5 months time and even 5 years or 10 years time

who will get a bf or gf first

who will get married first

how many children

lay n her cars n her do-not-bug-me kind of husbands. hahaha

we were guessing that wirawan will be the first to get married

and when we meet up in the future for meals... his kids might come along as well

hahaha we talked alot of crazy things until it got dark n cold

so we went for starbucks to get a drink

but it was going to close soon so we went to nelson to continue our chat

=) continued the chat about some chimm stuffs then looked at friends of ours on friendster n blogs

they left only at around 11pm

today has been so great! thanks again guys...

shall go to sleep soon and wake up early tomorrow to revise on biology =)

yay i can hug jerry. hahaha. im high today!

P.S.: people... give me the photos ya?

leaving one by one

2006-11-27T16:19:00.000+11:00

serena leaving today on the 5pm flight
haiyo... never wait for me de =(

we went for dinner last night at ying thai
actually wanted to go to the jap food beside sportsgirl
but its closed on sunday
there was SO many people at ying thai la!
i shouldnt be surprised becos its always crowded. heee
we had no choice but to take the seat outside
and ON THE PASSAGE WAY
O.O its like... everyone walking pass will stare at us
so uncomfortable lor
but the good food made up for it though
had pud thai and tom yum. obviously we wanted the spiciest taste. ^^

then we went to dolce for gelato =)
we each had a double scoop. muahaha that means 3 flavours
but we chose to get only 2 flavours each
serena had green tea n durian
mine was cookies n lychee
she said that if the boss was there. he would give very big scoops.
but actually ours was big enough
so i was guessing... maybe the girl who served us is the boss girlfriend or daughter =P
while we were eating, the boss really came to the shop
but he talked to the other staff more than her
so maybe my guess wasnt right after all. haha

this morning we went for BRUNCH
haha cos we were too full after the dinner
she need to bring 4 dozens of krispy kreme back to singapore for friends n family
haiyo.. must be junjun want to eat a lot =P
so we bought the doughnuts then went to pancake parlour for BRUNCH
we had two lunch sets kind of thing
that includes a main course n a dessert
serena's was mozerella pancake with hot ball (icecream with hot fudge)
mine was ham n cheese kind of pancake ( it tasted more like roti prata) with apple cinammon pancake
one waiter came with a hot ball then he asked us if that was wad we ordered
ya.. we ordered that but how come dessert come first before the main dish?!
but we didnt bother n started eating that first
then the main course came... we finished... the pancake came... finished it... then....
ANOTHER HOT BALL WAS SERVED!!!
we stone there for a few seconds la
we were so so full already but the waiter said its alright just have another one
O.O not that we dun like the dessert.. but we are really BLOATED
we each took a few spoons n couldnt take it anymore

put the photos up when i get it from her ^^

from sunday till now. i revised on the first few chapters of bio.
the cell division n DNA replication kind of stuffs
tmr i will try to cover more chapters =)

going for dinner with lay n people later =D

i love fusion!

2006-11-26T15:35:00.000+11:00

today is a special sunday ^^

there was a special worship

its also the last second FUSION worship because many has left for holidays

and so the remaining fusioners in melbourne will join the cantonese main service two weeks from now

NEWS:

- david and cindy got married yesterday and left for new zealand this morning for their two weeks honeymoon

- chun will be leaving for adelaide to study

- will be having a wednesday service next year for not-quite-considered-as-youth fusioners ( like the uni ppl and graduates ) but will still help out in FUSION worship

ACTIVITES:

11.30 worship

- we sang 'as the deer' and 'exchange'

- 'exchange' is written by clara during a time when she was very stressed out with studies and she almost wanted not to attend church anymore

11.45 activity number one

- we played passing the package following the music

- then when the music stopped, the person holding on the the package has to unwrap one layer of the newspaper package

- there is a few chocolate treats in there and a question to answer eg: wads ur facourite food? how has fusion helped you in your spiritual growth this year? choose a person from the circle and tell us how he or she has guided you in fusion. we have done a six-weeks course on 'encouragement', say something encouraging to the person to your left. do you prefer coke or pepsi? how do you think fusion can be improved?

12.10 worship

- we sang 'above all'

12.15 activity number two

- each of us had a piece of paper pasted at the back of us

- others will write some encouragement or thanksgiving on it

- after today, take this piece of paper and paste it on your bedroom wall =)

12.40 worship

12.45 activity number three

- pair up and share with each other how the past two years been

- give thanks to God for the marvelous things God has done and pray for each other in the upcoming year

13.10 closing worship

- we sang 'magnificent' and 'all my days'

then we took photos~ hehe

next week will be the last FUSION for the year

so bring FOOD and FRIENDS!!!

finals - [day.five]

2006-11-25T19:01:00.000+11:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SO SO HAPPY
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it always feel so good after chemistry paper

ya.. i still have a bio paper coming up but chemistry just makes u so stressed out

its tedious and have lots to study

plus theres a 8 days break

just let me relax for a few days okay...

i seriously need a rest =)

lay n navina dragged me out to the city right after the papers ended

we said we had to enjoy ourselves today

haha so i got my boost =) raspberry ripe

lay got her bag from kookai and a top from ice

nav didnt get anything but i guess we had fun together ^^

bought PUFFY from QV... its really gd

u can just smell the fragrance from far far away

yummm

it reminds me of the custard puff in takashimaya now

sarah n andy just went back today...

ARRRRHHHH let me go home

i want my five star hotel!

finals - [day.four]

2006-11-24T18:52:00.000+11:00

eap today was not too bad ba
but i feel that i didnt write enough
then again, 5 pages wasnt too little after all right?

hahaha FINALLY
no more essays for the year!!!

now im just left with chem and bio
so i was entitled to have lunch out this afternoon
haha went to toto's with doggie, samsam n ck
it wasnt too bad but i expected it to be better though
me n doggie had funghi gnocchi
samsam had spagetti bolegnaise * i have no idea how to spell it
and ck asked for something that was kind of a fusion of ours...
there was mushroom, bacon, cream base, and spagetti =)
but their chinotto tasted weird
the best is still at la porchetta

doggie is over the moon now that her exams are over
many others... including myself got to slog for one or two more papers
haiyo... =(

finals - [day.three]

2006-11-23T17:26:00.000+11:00

ive always love maths
but its hard to love it when it only made sense in the last half hr of the exam O.O

but im very very happy!!!
heee because once again God was there for me
if not for Him, term 3 maths would have loads of careless mistakes
and for the one that just ended, i would not have finished all the qnts
thankyou

when we were allowed to leave
i really wanted to scream! why is maths exam so pressurising?
also when my paper was collected, i finally could lie to the back of my chair
(throughout the exam i was leaning forward with my head down)
my neck was so PAIN la!

so now ive got to get on with chemistry
haha although eap is the paper after this, i cant find much things to study or revise for it
chemistry more important eh?! ^^

finals - [day.two] EXEMPTED

2006-11-22T11:30:00.000+11:00

the hoi ppl are having exams now...
jiayou doggie, samsam, lay, and many more ppl

but this doesnt give me the privilege to slack

i asked my sis to wake me up at 8.00am today so that i can study
she rang my mobile from 7.51am till 9.37am
haha as u would have expected... i didnt pick up any of her calls
till the 7th call
yes... there was SIX missed calls
heeee =P

ya im lazy
but at least i started doing maths n chem when the rest started their hoi paper ^^

jun's sister gave me krispy kreme yesterday
she gave me THREE doughnuts eh
im going to blow up
and i feel like having bubble tea now

janet.... no... STUDY!!!

finals - [day.one]

2006-11-21T13:30:00.000+11:00

just finished lit exam
ARRHH i missed out one point eh
about how Desdemona had prejudice towards Othello
haiyo...

but its over so there's nothing i can do

moving on to the next paper
MATHS! ^^
time to practice maths now
lalala my favourite!

finals - before [day.one]

2006-11-20T21:56:00.000+11:00

tmr is the start of my finals
literature is my 死穴 ar!
but have been mugging my thousandfivehundredword essay from last night
did some maths when i got bored of it

until about 4pm plus today
my brain could no longer work properly
and i started to daze n stone
nothing went into my brain except songs from my media player

haii tried memorising one more time after dinner
and thats all my mind could contain

(= i'll be fine tmr. just pour everything out of myself. haha

weird ppl get out of my way la!

2006-11-19T23:48:00.000+11:00

this morning when i woke up
my tummy felt a bit weird
i was thinking maybe its becos last night i didnt really eat dinner
so i cooked noodles for breakfast =P haha
but i only at half of it

then i headed down to the city to catch the tram to church
that is collins street
but i got off at bourke st to get my boost first
i have no idea wad was i thinking
tummy feeling wierd and still asked for a mango tango (sour)

reached collins st and found out that the road is blocked
and no trams would pass by
arrrhh wads wrong
the tram officer said we could take the tram from latrobe st
all the way back to melb central
okay.... i had no choice but to travel back there
*i checked on my boost. finished about 1/5 of it

so i was waiting at latrobe st
but there was a guy there smoking
i mean like.... fine smoking isnt that bad yet
then there was another guy standing not far from me
who started talking to himself
at this point im freaking out
and then came one more guy who waved at some where
where that was nobody!
i totally stoned there for a few seconds and fled
literally FLED!

i went back into melb central under the big clock
and quickly rang doggie up
" u going church now? where are you? i go church with u okay? later i tell u wad happen."

so scary eh
so qi guai de ren =S

after church we went to mekong for lunch
i had beef brisket
doggie, sze-er n her mum had beef tendon
and andy had room-temperature vermicilli
haha but all look very delicious ^^
and chin mama didnt let me pay again
the last time was yumcha. O.O
thanks! but next time when ure in spore we treat you okay?

then i went home to finish up my lit essay
and started to memorise part of it
will be going lib tmr with samsam n dajie n ck
not sure if doggie gg or not
will work on maths and lit there
hopefully we all can focus well ^^

he went offline at 10.51pm my time
that is 7.51pm his time
if he is online, he is out from trainings
if he is offline, he is back in there for trainings

hehe im still happy over the chat that he rmbered my birthday.

new look

2006-11-19T15:48:00.000+11:00

sick of studying so i went to browse at some blogskins
then i found this design
look and sound so so sad right?
i dunno why but i almost cried listening to the bkgd midi

and its the one that ive just put into my blog
and i chose this black bkgd to suit the feel

dun worry. im not depressed. although it may seem like i am. =P

one more month to go

2006-11-18T18:42:00.000+11:00

i have no idea why this is happening

but these few days... ppl keep asking me when im going back to spore

and i keep telling them one more month, not telling them the exact day

heee =P

haii... im yearning to go back so much now...

and i cant seem to focus on my revision

its just 5 days, 5 papers

21st nov__________literature
23rd nov__________maths
24th nov__________english
25th nov__________chemistry
04th dec__________biology

* note there is 8 days between chem n bio

quickly finish them and i'll be back

keep reminding me to study okay? i need someone to motivate me ar!

i want to go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home go home

good news?! or just encouragement?

2006-11-17T18:41:00.000+11:00

layleng just told me something really surprising

hehe

hehehe

hehehehe ^^

she emailed jack (drama tcher) to ask him when we can return him the costume we borrowed from him
then he replied that he hopes that our group is happy with our performance cos he is

wahaha he said he is happy with our performance right?!
*jumpjump*
the two guys still dunno bout this
faster tell them ar
*jumpjump* yay!!! ^^v

pics

2006-11-17T13:34:00.000+11:00

avalon airport

me and paul

me and cheche
paul and cheche

me and thomas
animal collection and drop off?! [at melb domestic airport]

sushi sashimi bento

gyoza

teriyaki bento
cold noodles
my birthday cake from brunetti

the earrings and bearbear doggie n samsam gave me

SORRY!

2006-11-16T21:25:00.001+11:00

dun scold me ar...

i know some ppl will feel like slapping me after reading this

i tell u all ar...

i JUST read the comments from the 10 or more previous posts

O.O heee sorry ar..

i didnt mean to not reply
its just... i didnt even see
hahaha u guys keep commenting
but i haven been replying or even reading
sorry sorry sorry!

will read them from now on de... and will reply ^^

he talked to me =)

2006-11-16T18:45:00.000+11:00

YAY drama finish liao!!!
i just love jackseven so much

anthony.bryce.janet.layleng

u guys are all so great!
although we had disagreements, we did it eventually!
WE DID IT!!!
ITS OVER!!!
but can that performance of us score well?
hmm hard qnt considering the strong groups after us
ohwell im just glad we did our best
at least we didnt screw it up ^^

hehe that was one happy thing today
and the second one is that he talked to me
^^ hee im high today
or rather im high everytime he talks to me
was he trying to find some other topic before wishing me happy birthday
or his first imtention to talk to me was to tell me that he has graduated as a diver
*shrugs*

he asked me how am i
i told him that i finished my drama exam
he told me he is now a full fledged diver
i asked him about nicky and family
he told me he is not sure
i told him there was hail here yesterday
he said he haven see hail before

he remembered that it was my birthday and wished me

i asked him if he is in church choir for christmas
he said he is resting from that for 2 years
and that he will be too old to be in vbs by then
i said he can then be a teacher
he said he dun wan
i said that he is so slack
he admit that he is slack and that "yeah...life should be slack"
i said stop teaching me wrong things =P

he told me he wants to study after his trainings
he said by the time he enter uni, i can teach him
i said then i'll teach wrong things to him ^^

i asked him if he still wants to take chem engineering

he asked me when im going back to spore

i asked him about his brother
then he changed his display pic to one that shows him and his diver friends doing pull ups and smiling to the camera
i typed : u can smile doing those pull ups ar!
he typed: hehe. can
i typed: haha
he typed: hehehe. brb i go eat
he typed: back
he typed: the pic is taken during jc, in the toiet
he typed: we were having canoeing training, doing pull ups and told ppl to take pic
i typed: haha. look so funny. of all places the toilet
he typed: hee cauz got so many bars there ma
he typed: wad i was doing
i typed: lit essay for exam
he typed: y still need to take lit
i typed: its part of english
he typed: if me i'll fail
i typed: drama is the other part of it and it can pull up the marks but my teacher v strict
he typed: u told me before
i typed: really? hee ;P
he typed: whats with that cute face. haha
i typed: haha

he typed: i go bathe and sleep. going out tonight

thats the chat so far
we talked about very simple things
crap on and on and on
but im happy ^^ hee
but wait...
"going out tonight..."
with who...?
wad if its a girl? maybe right?
haiyo... maybe its just dinner with friends or family
im thinking too much
yes janet. dun think so much
*scream* cannot la =(

anyway he will be going on with land trainings since he has graduated from diving, water trainings
jiayou ba!

my celebration day!

2006-11-15T23:25:00.000+11:00

YAY
doggie and samsam finished their drama exam today!!!
hiphip hooray!

i was helping doggie's drama group do their bkgd music
im not the person going on stage to perform
but im as nervous as them
wad if i play the wrong song at the wrong time?!
ohno.... O.O
during the performance, i know my hands were shivering when i was changing the soundtrack
they had 6 different soundtracks and i practiced with them only for three times
but yea, God was with them all the while
and it went on very smoothly and the audience's reaction was rather good
im sure they will get a gd mark

and they celebrated my birthday with me at yoyogi
haha yes... we are crazy over yoyogi =P

and this was wad we had
doggie: sushi sashimi bento and gyoza
samsam: cold noodles
me: teriyaki bento
*will post the pics nx time

that doggie and samsam bluff me
saying that they didnt get any present for me becos of the exam period
"its okay la.." that was my reply
sze-er and doggie went to get a cake from brunetti before fetching me to yoyogi
wanted to cut the cake at yoyogi, if we manage to get a seat upstairs
but we sat right opposite the counter *faints*
im not going to cut the cake and sing birthday song in front of so many ppl
hahaha so we went to doggie's home then cut

hee doggie, samsam, sze-er and her mum sang birthday song in 3 languages
english, chinese and malay^^
the light was switched off to create 'romantic' setting
then before switching on the lights, doggie and samsam discuss for a long time in the dark
then samsam took something out of her bag
and doggie cover my eyes
then they told me to take out my hands
samsam put some furry thing on my left hand
then uncovered my eyes
the living room was still dark
haha sze-er was playing with the lighting
then when ' enlightenment occurred '
TADA~! my myer bearbear!!!
YAY i love the bear and i love my two darlings ^^ doggie n samsam!
and they got me a long dangling ear-ring from diva
and even a forever friends bear card =)

thankyou for everything
royce, cheche, beverly, yisen, doggie, samsam, sarah, paul, mum, dad, lay, yingjie, andy, wirawan, ahloong, john(spore), bryce, anthony, pong, john(melb), gabriel, aliza, janice, jacjac, sze-er, florence, dajie, ashley, shuk, yitming, joseph, doggie's mum, joel, yana, mark, benchow, lisong, brit, a.sohpie, junjun, ronnie...
all of you guys made my 17th birthday so great
thankyou God for giving me all these beloved friends =D

now its my turn to panic for my own drama
ARRRHHH

pray girl.

many things to thank YOU for these 17 years!

2006-11-15T01:08:00.000+11:00

im 17 now!!!

i have so many things to thank God
i dun think the list can fit in here but

God youve given me so much that i just cant ask for anymore
for these 17 years of blessings and protection
and for letting me know You Lord
it is the best birthday gift i have on this day every year
i love You and there will be many more 17 years that i'll love You
and this love will grow stronger as the years pass <3

thankyou doggie and samsam!
and for the details of how i knew doggie, refer to her blog
they are two darlings of mine i cannot not have in melb
i love you guys so so much
and doggie... i teared when i read ur blog post
really... i dunno why but it just happened
many things happenned among us
there are things that brought us further apart
but there were much more things that bonded us
i'll give my all to our Father
whether i'll be staying in melb nx year
or somewhere else
im sure He has planned everything best for us

im very happy today!
^^ its doggie and samsam's drama this afternoon
gambate! aja aja hwaiting!
dun panic okay
look for me in the crowd
hopefully my presence can calm u down
hahaha!

again... i repeat myself
i just grew older. IM SEVENTEEN!

there will be longer post tmr or the day after

syd report

2006-11-14T20:47:00.000+11:00

IM BACK!!!
doggie im back!
sze-er wo hui lai le!
samsam im back!
hahaha i have to say i love melbourne so much!!!
i really want to stay here next year
but im not sure whether i can yet we'll see how it goes... ^^

alright so my sydney trip was great,
putting aside the fact that it was almost 31 degree celcius
*faints* ITS HOT. VERY HOT.
i took jetstar to sydney and virgin blue back to melb

MELB to SYD (11/11/2006)

i woke up at 6.15am and left home at 6.30am
went to southern cross station to take the sunbus to the kampong airport
that is avalon airport (refer below for photos)
the flight was due to take off at 9.45am and the plane actually came only at 9.45am
so punctual eh?
so anyway, it was an Airbus A320,
with seats three on the left n three on the right of the aisle
and total of 30 rows i sat at 15D
and guess what... the passenger who was taking the seat 15F did not board
so me n the other lady on 15E had more space
whee~! ^^
ohyes, one thing to remind all of u guys taking domestic flights
dun take the seat on row 12 or 13
becos thats where the emergency exit
and the seats cannot be pushed backwards

so the plane took off and at this moment,
the flight manager spoke over the speaker
" good morning passengers, im felicity, your flight manager for today's flight..."
ohmygoodness!!!
i know im travelling overseas just a week before the exams,
but do u have to scare me this way?!
yes felicity... i did study even in sydney i did some maths n some parts of lit essay

okay then we landed at around 11.30am
and yuC came to fetch me immediately from airport back to my cheche's place
^^ thanks yuC!!!
then along the way to SUV (cheche's place)
i noticed the street names
they have Bourke Rd, Lincoln, Queen St, Lee St, Valentine St
compare these with those in melbourne, Bourke St, Lincoln and Queen St
dont they look similar?
there are many more such examples
but cant really rmb
australia really have not much creativity in naming streets eh?
maybe its too big and have too many streets and so too troublesome?
*shrugs*

cheche and her housemate, zita, and zita's boyfriend, 'uncle' thomas, and yuC and me went downstairs to grab a quick lunch
becos its their exam week now
had thai food, very huge servings for only $6.00
then we went to opp SUV where there is a famous cafe for coffee
Campos its really good, becos after my cup of mocha i was addicted
and decided that i'll get coffee when i return to melb
it was rich and very fragrant.
i like! i want more!
haha then me n yuC went to the city to get groceries for dinner
and we made rissoto for the rest.
i think i roughly know how to cook that now.
i'll try and make for my darlings some time after exams okay?
ahha hopefully i rmb how to...

the nx day was my sister's baptism
where she will acknowledge God in front of the public
where she will be a witness unto many ppl
where she will give glory to God
thank you God for leading her along the way guiding her
and walking with her all these years
helping her to grow spiritually
may my sister continue to serve our Father wholeheartedly
and be a good example to others,
reflecting God in her life cheche,
im proud of you, and im proud to have you as my dear sister <3

so yea the next day thomas came to fetch the 5301 residents to CPC
my sister dressed up well, in a skirt and a nice nice white handbag,
for her big day
the cell leaders like yuC and ah fie and others
they prepared breakfast for the cell members
ahfie brought the chinese bigbig meat bao
yuC brought 粘饭, that is glutinous rice stick with pork floss n some stuffs kind of thing

sunday school was led by ah fiewe talked about three powerful people in the Bible
Nicodemus - refer to John 3:1-21
Paul - refer to Acts 9, 22
Solomon - refer to Proverbs 9, Ecclesiastes 1-3
all of them experienced God and acknowledge and believe that God is the highest and that all wisdom come from Him
the whole study was done in cantonese....
hahaha i managed to translate and digest the words, except the names
thankyou God!

then it was the service and baptism
hehe i sat with my cheche's boyfriend, paul (refer below for photo)
ohya the first thing when i saw paul in the morning
my cheche tell me to greet him
haha becos of the 'uncle' thomas trend
i called him paul korkor
sound so funny la, then he replied with janet muimui
haha okay then...when the baptism ceremony began
the first to go up to the front to take photo was ahdong,
then whole bunch of ppl followed
that includes yuC, me, paul, jason etc
so yup, my cheche is now baptised ^^

after the service paul and i become her personal photographers
ppl flocked to her to take photos
give their congrats and giftsy
es we even had to help her carry her presents haha
after running around the church several times
we went for lunch at yoshinoya
had to walk a distance there so along the way...
i was behind my cheche and paul
i took paul's camera and took some pics of their back
haha IM A TRAINED PAPARAZI!
ohwell then at yoshinoya more of her friends were there
many of them i met before in hk as well as other times when i was in syd
zoe, heidi, issac, joseph, ben, nick and some more
paul went to sit at a two-seater table
so obviously he didnt want me to sit with him n cheche
okayla! fine...
the rest told me to sit with joseph since he was sitting alone
hahaha the girls so funny la
becos the 5 guys there had lots to talk to me about
only becos im ahyol (cheche) sister and im from melbourne
but they say until so distorted
" issac, cannot like that wor... look at ben (sitting opp him), dun turn your head.."
issac's girlfriend is betty
=( didnt see betty this time becos she was busy with her church activities
ohya... all my cheche's friends like to call me xiumui in cantonese, i.e. 小妹, little sister
it all started with zoe la

haha ^^then after lunch i went down to broadway coles with 'uncle' thomas
then went back to prepare dinner
yuC came from home with tofu dish and a pot of soup (supposedly so)
but after dinner, they surprised me and thomas with a birthday cake
thomas birthday is on the 14th nov and mine on the 15th nov
^^ thanks ppl!!!
and cheche gave me a small little white pouch
very nice de, even the bag holding the pouch is very elegant
so thats basically all i did in sydney

SYD to MELB (13/11/2006)

i left the house with cheche
she went for exam and i left for the airport
this time i didnt cry when cheche walked away
but i cried when i reach the train station,
that was where cheche sent me till the previous time i went over there in march
i cry a bit on the train ='(
i always have this thought on my mind when i depart
" i didnt mean to quarrel or fight with you, i wanted to talk to you nicely, but i failed and always end up being mad at each other at least for one ocassion.... we dun meet often, so cant we just tolerate each other just that bit more... sorry but im leaving le... it will be quite a while before we meet again..."
at this point i'll cry
haiyo... im always like that de
dunno why when me n my cheche see each other...
we usually cant talk properly
but separated over distances and over the phone.. we are perfectly fine O.O

anyway the virgin blue flight i took was very punctual
and i managed to rush to school on time for my eap tut party
i didnt even go home... only managed to go home after eap
i was SO SO DRAINED OUT by then
yawn~
but still had drama at lincoln
yawn~
but finally my drama is looking good
^^ jiayou!

fly

2006-11-10T21:35:00.000+11:00

im going to get on the flight to syd soon
but im really worried for my darling drama group

someone just help us!
and this person in the group just dun quite like to listen to others' opinion
*scream*
how like that?

panic...
cannot!
stressed...
cannot!
HAIYO zhen me ban ar~

Father, we need you
we need your guidance Lord
may we use the remaining days, as it approaches the exam day, wisely
and while im in syd
may You help the rest work harmoniously, God
and that my time spent in syd will not be wasted
that i'll still be able to contribute

i give it all unto You, Father
thank you for leading us along till now
thank you God

2006-11-10T18:18:00.000+11:00

last night online
planned out properly with samsam about doggie's birthday surprise
then i talked to doggie
throughout the chat i was so scared
dunno if i did type anything that might cause her to suspect
so it goes like this...

netnet: DIE
netnet: WE ARE ALL G0ING TO DIE
netnet: ARRRRRRHHHHHH
doggie: ?
netnet: u know today my full dress drama reheasal...
netnet: my grp so bad lor
netnet: other two grps are so well prepared already
netnet: =S
netnet: OH NO
netnet: tmr my drama prac help me can?
doggie: when ar
netnet: lunch
netnet: no time le we going to practice like anytime we are free
netnet: scream
netnet: u free? can come?
doggie: my lunch will be having with my family lei
doggie: aiyo
doggie: ur drma on thursday lah
doggie: mine on wednesday somemore haven finish the whole thing also
doggie: dun be panicked can de lah
netnet: =(

so plan number one FAILED

so thought of a second plan

so this is how it goes...

i have 3rd period at swanston
doggie as well
so i will meet her to get her free boost after that
meanwhile samsam will be at my place
preparing the surprise at the common room
then i'll say i need to put my things down before going down to the city with her to get her 3G phone
then all of us will SURPRISE!!!

but this was what happenned...

after 3rd period i met up with doggie
she wanted to go to library to get music history books
i know it will be quite long
but i dunno how to say or reject
if i did, i would probably have spoilt the surprise
so i happily tagged along with doggie and kim to lib
they look look here, look look there
then they borrowed so many books, and heavy ones somemore
so doggie had to go home first
yup she went home, i went home as well
then i told her to come over and ring my room when she's done
then we'll get boost
so when she rang the bell, i told her to come up first
then samsam, ash, dajie and me quickly took the cake (refer below) out
but we forgot where the lighter was
so we used the gas stove
but before we got ready
doggie was at the door of common room
*HAII...
her facial expression was like: surprise............! but only two ppl ar?!
haha so it was a little screwed up
but hopefully she liked the cheesecake and beanie cushion and ntbk and the card
err or maybe not, she asked why the ntbk wasnt pink 0.0
and why the cushion got silver things O.O

i give you pink wrapping paper to wrap the ntbk
and pink thread to sew the cushion ar? want?

haha ohwell i guess thats the kind of standard of surprise celebration we can prepare
=P not very experienced ma 体谅一下
next time will be better okay? ^^

[junior at work, so the words looks horrible and the piano *did anyone realise its a piano? ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOGGIE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHINZHIN

2006-11-10T00:00:00.000+11:00

I LOVE THIS GIRL <3
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DOGGIE DARLING!!!

we first met each other in rawson camp
we were roomies in a double room
at first when i saw her
first impression: looks quiet, soft spoken
ohmygoodness
u'll never imagine the change after u get to know her just that bit better
she can go totally mad~
hahaha
so we had this gang thing
that includes doggie, samsam, ash, kwann, dajie and me
though at the beginning we werent that close
some things
some events
some incidents brought us really close

this girl used to go chem lect with me
but she decided to drop that
now we only go for lit lect together
many ppl ask us
how did we end up being such bestie friends?
a music girl n a science girl
hmm that a nice qnt eh?
if im some other ppl, i'll find it really wierd as well

but this is wad God does
He brings ppl together
He worked through us and let us know each other

together with samsam
three of us............
we tend to get very emotional n depressed or happy n hyper together
we just do lots of weird things together
and take loads of photos

these girls make my trinity schlife so so amazing
*BIG HUGG*
next year will be so different but hopefully some way or another
we will continue our friendship
so far its been from february till now... november
let pray there will be many many many more 9 months coming our way

so heres a jigsaw of US~!

i dunno how to upload the photo like those that can press and become bigger
i'll edit it when i know how to >.<

mixed feelings

2006-11-08T23:01:00.000+11:00

last night i went to ying thai with small aunt
she's leaving soon
she's graduated as a nurse from LaTrobe Uni
cool eh?

had seafood red curry and satay and black ice tea
we got medium level of spiciness NOT NICE!!!
not hot enough and thats not the feeling i was expecting from a thai meal
=( disappointed

and today... got my trinity jumper

and these are pics from crown buffet dinner on monday... and wad we did after that...

[lost in fitzroy]
[japanese slipper]
[in the washroom, bloated]
[me n MY jerry, i love him!!!]
[when friends get-together]
[preety girls with the unicorns]
[trying to be hot, unsuccessful...]
[from far: doggie's, sam's, net's heels][girls by yarra river]

happy birithday girl!
may happy things come your way
u look best, smiling. so keep it on. ^^

three of us need to find a way to get out of our sad life =(

net dunno wad she is feeling now
im lost

sad stories of 3 girls

2006-11-07T13:15:00.000+11:00

yesterday had an early birthday celebration with doggie at crown
one thing for sure... we took LOTS OF PHOTOS!
even after kwann n dajie left
sam n doggie n me took so many stupid photos with the posters
hahaha ^^
all of us wore heels
doggie's was totally WOAH!!! so so so high la
then followed by samsam's then mine
mine is considered 'flat' when they tried on my heels

doggie n samsam had a cocktail
japanese slipper
i tried it as well
heee ^^ i like because theres cointreau (40% alcohol)
=P only a few sips
doggie was asking wad she'll be like when she's drunk
probably like this...
happy then sad then happy again then sad again

the buffet was good
the best was the braised beef and hazelnut mousse i think
nice~

doggie n sam n me went to sit by the yarra riverside
we looked at the glittering river under the moonlight
stoned and rattered on n on about certain guys
like a scene from a sad love movie about heartbroken women
in our case...
three sad n freezing ladies stranded along the riverside at crown
complaining n being depressed n feel like crying over stupid men
one stupid man, two stupid men, three stupid men
samsam said there's one common question we all can ask...
" does he know?"
does he know that i exist?
does he even bother if i existed?
does he know wad im thinking about?
theres so many things we can ask
but i dun think i'll ever do so

why are three of us always so sad?
are the guys sad as well?
not quite possible... =(
is this why these three girls get along so well?

when we were waiting for doggie's sister to fetch us home
we went to look at this audio shop
i saw this cd by andy williams n another one by il divo
two sad songs came to my mind
unchained melody and moon river
i guess if i were to become drunk
i'll probably cry and sing some sad songs

Moon River, wider than a mile:
I'm crossin' you in style someday.
Old dream maker, you heartbreaker,
Wherever you're goin', I'm goin'your way.

Two drifters, off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end,
Waitin' round the bend,
My huckleberry friend, Moon River and me.

2006-11-06T16:19:00.000+11:00

just ended drama meeting
today was very scary
anthony very scary =S

we went through the story once
trying to get deeper into the way we express and articulate the words
but we (lay n me n bryce) just feel something is not right
we just dun quite seem to be able to get into the character well enough
maybe its me... not bitchy, not hiao enough as a mermaid
but then we decided to improve by changing the story slightly to sadder than comedy
so bryce took my laptop and typed out the scene 1
making mermaid sound more forceful than silly-stupid girl kind of feeling
we said out our feelings, our opinions, what the problem is and stuffs
but anthony just dun agree with us
he just thinks theres nothing wrong and nothing need to be changed
" just express ourselves the way we want... "
WAAAA i tell u i have no idea how to communicate with this tall man
so the patient lay continued to explain... trying to get things into anthony's head
i... a bit scared ar
dunno if later will be a fight or not
so sit on the floor beside the sofa
then bryce said..." anthony, its just that the girls dun feel comfortable with their roles... no point forcing them into it.. they wont perform it well. do you get it?"
his voice was like shiverish n can see he is really fed up and on the verge of screaming le
lay n anthony talked SOME MORE
then bryce typed this " OMG!!!!!!!!! WHATS WRONG WITH ANTHONY?!?!?!?!"
arrrhhhhh!!!! i also dunno ar

luckily doggie came to our rescue
i think anthony didnt want to make things difficult for her
so we did a run through for doggie
and then she gave us some comments
^^ thanks darling!
need more details...... yes details.

haii
hopefully wednesday morning meeting will be better
work HARMONIOUSLY eh?
how long have i not used this word?
sound like social studies, when countries are having conflicts ><

2006-11-05T22:57:00.000+11:00

im feeling very sad
depressed
i duno wad im doing
i dun wan to study
but i know i need to
i just feel like sleeping throughout the day
i dun wan to get out of the house to anywhere
i need a boost from someone

maybe if he talk to me?
maybe if he can just type 'hey' to me?
maybe that will wake me up from my restless self
maybe thats something that only he can do. no one else
maybe i really miss him and miss everything in singapore
9 months without him
how is it compared to 5 years?
why am i feeling like this?
how many more 5 years will i be like this?
i know he is always like a wood block
he wont respond to you all the time
even if he does, the reply is very short
he is better at talking to square things
computer n mobile phone screen
throught these he can ratter on and on for a long long time
i just need a word from you

did u know the previous chat we had kept me happy for a few days?
and did u know because of u, i love my balcony n the tree so so so much?

haii
i think it is pms
dun bother about me
leave me alone

stupid wood block
*cry*

2006-11-05T22:29:00.000+11:00

i just checked my diary calendar

from now onwards till the end of the year
there's one of my friend or family's birthday every week except one
im so going to be broke!

wk 1 >>> 5th-11th nov :
7th nov - matilda's birthday
10th nov - doggie's birthday

wk 2 >>> 12th-18th nov:
15th nov - mine! ^^

wk 3 >>> 19th-25th nov:
25th nov - david n cindy's wedding

wk 4 >>> 26th nov-2nd dec :
30th nov - florence birthday
2nd dec - pauline's birthday

wk 5 >>> 3rd-9th dec:
9th dec - yolanda's birthday

wk 6 >>> 10th-16th dec: -

wk 7 >>>17th-23rd dec:
17th dec - jessica's birthday
23rd dec - serling's birthday

wk 8 >>> 24th-30th dec:
29th dec - allen's birthday

maybe someone among my friends will pop out n tell me that his or her birthday is during wk 6
O.o

2006-11-02T21:48:00.000+11:00

taken from trinity portal webby
look at this!

trying to give us something to laugh about amidst our reveision?
not funny lor

* i think im in a bad mood so things or rather everything dun look right to me
now... wo hen bu shuang
i dunno why
so dun ask *

2006-11-02T20:08:00.000+11:00

my papa just made some SCONES at home!
with wheat flour n cranberries added!!
arrrhhh!!!
i want!!!!

guess wad my mama replied me...
" deng jiu jiu, duo liang ge yue! hahaha!"
that, translated directly to english would be
" wait long long, more two months! laughs!"

EEEEE

then after that i showed them photos of the food i cook at home
then mama say she want to eat
wahaha i gave her the reply she gave me just now =P
two more months~

below are the result of my papa's n mama's culinary skills ^^

so pweetie ( taken from lay) eh?
im hungry

then today rained to heavily
the streets so wet
wo bu xi huan
i dun like

but drama was good
had a short lunch practice
but the pre-practice activity at grattan was totally mad
wahaha anthony wasnt there yet
and the three other fishes always create havoc when anthony's not present
*guilty* shhhhh... dun tell him
we targetted justin playing table tennis outside the room
each of us ( lay n bryce n me) took a 'weapon' (toy guns n swords)
opened the door, RUN, ATTACK!!!
lame eh?
and we failed to scare justin also
haii wasted...
pics again ^^

getting a little abnormal...

trying to call for help... *if u cant see, im telling u the phone is facing the wrong way

getting very weird... behaving in ways we dun even understand ourselves

HOSTAGE! *err thats last term's drama topic

see anthony in the mirror? once he came we became more serious
hehe lay just couldnt take a proper photo...

tmr is prom
not much to talk about this topic
becos im not going

2006-11-01T23:19:00.000+11:00

i got out of the house only for lit survey
and drama practice

yes drama prac.

me n doggie managed to get tut rooms in swanston ^^
tut room 6
it turned into an aquarium instantly
mad fishes 'swimming' around
arrhh we are still trying out different ways to 'swim'

lay: why did we end up with such a hard topic?

all because of a stupid fishbone shaped thing on the wall of grattan
why isnt it the shape of a bird?
the ways we are moving around looks more like a bird
flamingo? =P
but i guess we've got to keep to aquarium cos there isnt much time left

*faints*
realise next week is full dress rehearsal?
*scream*

went through my own drama about 3 times
then all of us were so drained and tired
so we split off to do our own stuffs
haii... make us sound so hopeless 0.0

lay went home
anthony did maths? or went home?
bryce went to play the piano
me watched bryce play for some time then went to disturb doggie's drama practice

doggie! ur grp look a lot into details
so good ar...
compare mine to yours
mine die la... dead already lor...
fishes! need to put more effort eh?
still got one more week plus
can do a lot de
yup can de... *voice a bit shiverish* =S

below are some photos of my darling drama grp n our crazy acts

the intruder >.<

.lay. .paranoid fish. >>> dun act shy la.

.anthony. .fish laogong. >>> always full of ideas.

.bryce. .fish laopo. >>> once he laughs. all laughs

.bryce n anthony. >>> having fun with some fish movements. that dun quite look like it.

.bryce. >>> showing his talent. indeed an art person. he said he play viola?

tmr drama again
jack please make lesson more interesting
dun do taichi

2006-11-01T10:44:00.001+11:00

i woke up not long ago
this is not the usual me eh?
becos today i have no lesson!!!
no lesson at all!!!
how long have i not had such privilege?

lab sessions ended
went for lit tut on monday early morning 0.0
kerry finished with bio lect

wahaha how nice is this~

so today shall be chem n maths revision day
no time ar!

but later when the guys finish their lesson
will be having drama practice
stupid woman at swanston u dare to not give me a tut room?!
im going to go down at 4.55pm
huuurh!

brown brown slippers

2006-10-30T20:10:00.000+11:00

got new slippers!!!
its brown
its plain
its NICE =)
thanks my two darlings for accompanying me down to the city!

netnet: i tell u something... i have new slippers!
zhinzhin: i tell u something... i am only 17 going on 18!
samsam: i know wad u two want me to know!
haha. lame eh?

zhinzhin is almost near to be able to see the whole picture
from how things are
he's really not worthy
dun match at all
u deserve much more girl ^^

some weird ppl have weird taste
they became our 笑话 for quite a few hours
haha
dun understand wads going through their mind
like your drama friends said
dun bother. dun think. dun care bout that issue anymore.
okay?

ohwell
this morning's lit tut was so...
so early n so cold n so quiet
seems like rebecca's tut classes dun really like to voice out except for ours
i love my lit tut class
but there's only one more left
im going to miss u guys~

bryce is sick
fever n v bad cough
rest well yea?
he was missing in action for drama meeting today
but the remaining three fishes managed to do up a detailed script
with a boost from kfc fries sponsored by zhinzhin drama grp member ^^
thanks loads!

eh one v crappy thing
tut rooms for swanston...
that woman say can take from 5.15pm onwards
me n lay chiong out of swanston lect room 1 straight after lect
just beside the office wor
that is 5.15pm or earlier lor
she tell us no more rooms le
rubbish eh

wednesday i go there at 5pm
see wad she have to say
hurrh!

my new slippers
it may look dull n over plain to some ppl
but i like ^^

finally all my uni applications are done
melb U wont be a prob
syd U just sent me a reciept
monash gave me my ID number last week
all things have been so smooth
it wouldnt have been possible without Him
thankyou!

had a chat with dada last night
he is SO SO SO good at encouraging ppl
im tired of studying n told him i dun wan to study le
guess wad he said...
" come back lor, change your flight. "
i was like " -blank- "
" cannot la, final exam must take de ma"
he replied again, like this...
" nvm la, maybe u wont do well also. later results cant bring u anywhere, u still have to come back"
WAAA so encouraging eh?

but even so i still love my dada
ppl always ask if i like my dada or mama more
i dunno
i really have no idea
maybe its just that i have maybe more similar habits n attitudes as my mama
and so we seem to click better together than me n my dada
but communication, especially when i got into trouble or have any problems
my dada is better to talk to
maybe because he is super patient n a faithful Christian
yup dada n cheche n me are going to continue to pray hard for mama's salvation
open her heart to You, Father
that some day she'll have a personal relationship with you

i love them both
i miss home

net misses home

happy birthday andy!

2006-10-28T00:00:00.000+10:00

emmaus shephard 老了!

looking back to the way i got to know andy...
zhinzhin mentioned about him to me before
about his studies, criminology n law kind of course
and how he get H1 for essays
*abish*

then one time zhinzhin brought me to SSCoC, now CCCoC
for corporate night
we realised andy's sis is my 学姐 in tms
then dunno out of wad reason
started to quarrel
wahaha or in a nicer way... talk loudly only la
first time... quarrel
how nice a first impression can it be =P

yea then emmaus had a prayer walk
they came by my place n rang me from my room
asked if i want to join them... so yup

from then on
i go for cell ^^

and so this is my cell leader
and he has grown old today
haha ^^

continue to grow and stay strong in Christ!
im sure our Father has great plans for you
gambate~

a birthday song we sing in my church back in spore
" happy birthday to you,
only one will not do.
born again in salvation,
how many have you? "

feel so sad

2006-10-27T12:49:00.000+10:00

this morning didnt want to wake up till 10.15am
10.40am going to meet lay for chem lect
so tired
lecture so boring
but at least it ended early... 12pm
walking home from lect
" how come it seems so far ar?"
0.0 then then sky became so gloomy
going to rain soon
which means going to be freezing cold soon
haiii......

watched some japanese show when i woke up
so i bought sushi at union for lunch^^
salmon roll and california roll
with preserved ginger!
this made me this bit happier
i like california roll. im going to eat that again nx time.
i guess they put the ingredients from almost all the other rolls together in one
salmon, avocado, mayo, eel and somemore stuffs

lay just asked me
" do u think the time when we come back to melb nx year, will u dread it or excited over it?"
me: " for now, i think i'll dread it..."

i guess last night
listened to too many sad songs
by kim jong kook and kim jeong hoon and UN
but i like their voice
and the mv can really make ppl cry...

- this was me last night -

- today... 无精打彩 -

- 想睡 -

- 无聊 -

need to go maths lecture now
going to finish the syllabus today

stupid slippers

2006-10-26T16:36:00.000+10:00

arh
arrrhhh
arrrrrrhhhhhh!
my slippers dun like me the strap broke today
but luckily it was after drama class
and i have no lesson after that (hoi tut is not considered a lesson ya?)
so can hobble home
every 5 steps maybe... i have to bend down to fix my slippers before walking again
gd excersise eh ^^
hahaha thanks sanny for walking me from grattan to swanston
and doggie n samsam for walking me back from swanston to home
yes and i took it off once i entered the building and i took the lift up ^^

drama today was great
for once jack played a game with us that was fun
we sat in a circle n each person said a word to form a story
then each person said a phrase
then the last round...
we got into our grps jack 7, 8, 9
taking turns, one group tells a story
another acts out the story
and the last group adds sound effects
haha we didnt realise all the 3 stories that we came up with has fire involved
i guess we have a violent streak in us
BEWARE

yay finally got the fish-fish story done up
now we need lots and lots more of practise
with props n emotions emotions....
yea very important
becos we make each other laugh all the time
we're a bit lost whether our story is funny or sad
ITS SUPPOSE TO BE SAD!

anthony came for drama like a zombie
nv talk, nv comment, nv smile
at first i thought why he got mood swing again attitude eh?
dun wan to come for drama then dun come la, give me this kind of black face...

haha but wad ' the other side of the story'?
he had a dream
that bryce was his girlfriend hahahaha
and bryce was saying " im so hot, dun you think im so hot?" (my speech in drama)
*faints*
in the story both of them are a fish couple
it wont become real, will it?!
that sounds so wrong~
poor anthony... sleep well

tues i made nian gao
the new year thing we eat
sweet glutinous thing that some ppl fry with egg ^^

before steaming......

after steaming......

yumyum
i dunno how to fry it
so will trouble doggie's mum to help me
let the professional do the hard part
if i fry... they'll probably get stuck together
thats so eww~

net wants new slippers

lulu

2006-10-26T00:34:00.000+10:00

from lulu:

janet matilda jun
they are mai best buddies in class..
tho we always do stupid things..
bt it was fun
now dat they haf gone into diff ways..
net went aus..
mat n jun went into tj..
even tcher's day i oso din get to see them cuz i gt exam >.<

to lulu:

yea four of us enjoyed upper sec real well
it was only 2 years but the fun n memories can last for much much more than that
sec 1 and 2... i knew u existed but nv really got to know u well
until sec 3 when we entered 3/1 together
first impression: crazy, hyper, very friendly
i have no idea from when or how or why we became so so so close
but we started to go everywhere around the school literally stuck together
especially for classes
not that we are different but jun and mat have their netball stuffs
so sometimes both of us are just left together
haha and one more thing that brought us this close
was because ur reg. no. was 4 and me... 3
1) ashley
2) ansley
3) me
4) u
5) jun
:
:
:
14) mateeeeda ^^
and remember me, u, edward, phira, YJ
we used to sit at the last row for eng... ms rajah's class?
and we would eat n talk n not pay attention n quarrel at the back
and phira n edward get scolded most of the time
then it was the motivation camp n Os
alvin n u n guys shared a birthday present for me also
the butterfly necklace?
i brought it over here and still have it with me ^^
and somemore... the oatmeal cookie body wash
so nice

ah just thought of one thing
that time i left some things... quite a lot of things with u because i didnt want to bring them home
was there a soft toy or something like that? haha i dun quite rmb now
but yea ur place was like a orphanage =P

u still make ppl take sticker photos with u all the time?
bugis?
lets go there when im back
yup jiayou for ur eng Os
this time will be fine de
im sure u put in lots of effort
will keep praying for u here
love ya

-mummie-

mini pearls

2006-10-25T20:55:00.000+10:00

samsam got the mini pearls
and didnt leave any left for me
waaaaa...... *cry*
i ended up with ice pearl red tea with pudding jelly
hahaha half the cup was filled with added ingredients
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edit

it was doggie who had the mini pearls
she used samsam phone to call me
and i didnt differentiate their voice
haha both of them must be so mad now
arrrhhhhh
sorry!
___________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________
!!! today is my last and final practical class and bio lect
FANTASTIC~ ^^
hehe

u know... that day that robber
i saw him pass by astorial today
at about 6.30pm, while i was waiting for lay to come down
he walk pass... but nv see me
and i didnt dare to go out of the building to see where he went
=S scary
i got a feeling he went to lygon to try his luck
lygon seems to be a very possible place where robbers like to dwell

but hopefully i wont bump into him
dunno if he will recognise
maybe God is trying to teach me to always trust in him
He will bring me through
there was two sermons not long ago that talked about prayer
and i picked up the habit of praying more regularly than before
and this time
i really experienced the power of prayer

' The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.'
- Psalm 28:7 -

' Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.'
- Psalm 37:3 -

' When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid...'
- Psalm 56:3,4 -

dun freak out net...
you'll be fine...

and drama practice today was better than i expected
the fishes cooperated very well
yay!
aja aja! jiayou! gambate! keep going!
jackjack seven will give a great performance
lay-anthony-bryce-net
paranoid fish-husband fish-pregnant fish-stupid mermaid ^^
need to get our plot set out well eh
still a bit messy =P

net loves to talk to Him through prayer

2006-10-24T22:01:00.000+10:00

this morning netnet met net
or nut met net
yea both of us were rushing for class

guess wad
i had a free shoulder n neck massage during lunch
so comfortable. i like the compressing part ^^
haha amina is training for her job
so that was her homework
not bad eh... ^^ gambate!
and bryce had hidden talent eh
he massages for his parents
gave amina very gd n helpful comments on her skills

then drama meeting with lay n bryce was so crazy
luckily not many ppl was at grattan that time
we almost emptied the drama rm cupboard
and created out setting
wahaha anthony... u missed out lots of fun!
havoc!
ropes, duster, wig, bottles, guns, cloth, boxes
i will get the photos of us wearing the blonde wig from lay some time
muahaha we look so stupid >.<

net watching korean drama wonderful life
and listening to kim jung hoon 律君's songs

yoyogi

2006-10-24T15:06:00.000+10:00

as expected samsam had her cold noodles
zhinzhin had her sushi sashimi bento
and i had this vegetarian bento that was so potato-ish

i feel like a potato!
*burp*

the bento includes
1) mashed potato
2) potato croquette
3) agedashi tofu
4) salad
5) pickles
6) mount-bukit-timah-japanese-rice

yup we sat at the second level of yoyogi
thats where the friendly waiter always serves
i guess his smile mesmorised quite a lot customers
including some in our group ><
but today we realised something about this guy
something that might stop us from going there from now on
ahhh
such coincidence!

meals at yoyogi...
all gone......!
screwed......!

net
today is happy day

2006-10-24T11:48:00.000+10:00

today is 23rd Oct!
doesnt it sound very familiar
Happy Birthday to SAMSAM!!!

haha last night was online
me n doggie wait till 12.00am
then doggie rang samsam
i tagged samsam
doggie posted a loveletter on her blog
and i wrote a testimonial for samsam

haha very busy n exciting moment when i striked 12.00am

then today lunch at DH
me n doggie were waiting for kwann to msg us
to say that samsam n ppl have already reached DH
then me n doggie can start going there
with the present n cake

while walking there
doggie became very excited and hyper
cannot control her laughter
u nv know how scary that scene was =S

yay then we got things ready n sang the birthday song for samsam
haha emmanuel n scott n friends were at another table
they cheered for samsam too!
and hope u like the present doggie n me gave to u
hopefully they suit u ya? ^^
i think i like the card best. hehe

going to go yoyogi later
cold noodles? (samsam)
sashimi? (doggie)
me... i haven decide

but yea
last night when i told my mama about the robber incident
i haven finish saying
she ask me, " wad did u lose?"
i was like, " nothing... in the end everything was fine... only that the interval was a little scary"
then i continued the story
mama ask again, " u dun lie to us ar... if u lose anything must report to police eh"

mama was worried
she freaked out a bit
she scared got something happen to me
during the call i was okay
after i put down the phone
*cry* mummie~

but with a prayer before i went to bed
i slept very well throughout the night
from 2.30am till 10.30am
my heart was at peace
because i left everything to God

net is under God's umbrella

gd experience that came with a gd lessson

2006-10-23T01:00:00.000+10:00

POLICE REPORT

Reported by Janet Chan

On a cold freezing night, net, doggie, dajie, sam, kwann and ash went to La Prochetta to celebrate sam's birthday. Net sat down and placed her bag on the side, using her coat to cover over it, hoping that was rather safe. While everyone was happily chit-chatting, net felt something wasn't quite right, so looked at her coat. It was moved and the bag was missing. She looked further behind and saw a guy holding on to the bag between his feet. This stupid guy left the strap of the bag hanging, so net noticed it. She stared at the guy. The guy (probably panicked and shocked) took the bag and asked net, " is this your bag?" Obviously, it was net's bag! So, net replied firmly, " yes." And the guy returned the bag to net. Net quickly grabbed the bag and turned to her friends. " I think the guy behind is a thief." Doggie saw that net's bag was still with her and was puzzled why she accused the unknown guy as a thief. Net, still shocked and freaked out and with hands trembling, quickly checked the stuffs in the bag and in the wallet. Phew! All was still in there. Thank God for helping net to keep alert and protecting her. Just like the sermon she heard in the morning, and doggie reminded her about it, God is always with us, always. And this lesson, net has learnt it through the hard way and will remember very clearly.

*screams* im so shocked that time. yes net is me. im net.
that stupid thief... actually should be called robber
anyway
he think im stupid ar
he think asian girl like me reaction will be very slow is it
he think he will succeed is it
he think he so professional meh
he didnt even act in time to get anything out of my bag
want to be robber, more training needed la

but Lord, may i pray for him and other ppl who make a living by doing such things
that You can show them the way
the right wayand teach them right
and bring them to know You
such ppl need You, Father
may i pray that they will change for the better and
not hurt anymore other ppl
also, thank you for teaching me this lesson
to always keep a look out for my own things
to keep things closer to myself
although it was a hard lesson
im glad Lord, You are with me and have kept me safe

it was really a close shave
*scream*
okay im fine now
praying to God and having doggie, sam, kwann, dajie and ash there with me
helped me to calm down n still be able to enjoy my steak
yup God answers prayers

of cos lastly, not forgetting to wish dear samsam happy 18th birthday!
big hug~
samsam was so pink today
pink jacket plus pink scarf
like a flamingo
hehe

rewind
this morning went to church with chin mama and chin sisters and sarah
it was SSCoC one-hundred-and-one-church-anniversary
the worship was very high
personally, im not used to it although ive been there quite a few times
whenever the congregation clap and the music get too loud and pop-like
i really dun want to sing anymore
my pastor in singapore used to tell us
clapping shouldnt be used in church services because it sort of symbolises
encouragement or cheers for the performer, the person on the stage
and this shouldnt be the case in church
we are there to praise our Father
i dunno
thats just my personal feelings
dun get offended
maybe i have always attended traditional church that sings hymns and choruses
but the sermons those few times are good

im still not a very strong christian
and still have many questions in my mind
1) is raising up the hands when singing praises correct or okay?
2) is clapping okay?
wo bu zhi dao ar
can someone answer me
does anyone have an answer

after church, went for yumcha at sharkfins inn restaurant with chin mama n chin sisters ( big sister, sze-er and zhin) n shearan n two elders in Christ
sorry until now i still a bit blur who they are
but yea the meal was great
had sago pudding and zha leung
wahaha i haven had that for ages
miss hongkongthanks for the very filling lunch!
*help me tell chin mama or chin big sister if zhinzhin is reading
sze-er didnt let me pay
and i blur who paid for the lunch

net misses him
stop thinking *slap*

u made my day

2006-10-21T22:43:00.000+10:00

i want to puke!
had a really early birthday out-in-the-city celebration with samsam
wanted to go koko black
but they only had the desserts after 6pm
so we went for pasta at ferarrithen walk down to city in the 'typhoon'
so freezing cold today especially when its in the shade
brrrr...
went to get some snacks at myer
muahaha those were good food~ yumm
then went to mb, for those who dunno, that stands for max brenner^^
thats a place, second in line after koko black for chocolate delicacies
when we were halfway done with the food, we were already full to the very very top
*burp*
i want to puke!
chocolate has always been a fav among us
but we nv imagined that one day (that was today) it could make us 反胃

but still i love chocolates ^^
it makes me happy

something else made me happy too
something that happened in the morning
something that began from 10.41am till 11.49am
im happy and it was you who made my day so great
and ur few words telling me to work hard n pay attention during chem support
helped me concentrate rather well in class ^^
u made my day but did i?
*shurgs*
maybe im happy just the way we are now
im not hoping for more
becos im afraid i'll be disappointed
just keep things as it is now ^^
everytime u talk to me
even if its just that few lines
my mood is so so much better
and this... doggie n samsam knows

and this is how we spend out time together...

dark choc iced kind of thing. strawberry n passionfruit mixed-up. lychee plus coconut in a mess with ice.

drinking up the final bit. but i still couldnt pour it down in the end. =(

the positive result after chocolate consumption. muahaha.

net is happy now and thats enough

it is a bit better n a bit better than it

2006-10-21T13:16:00.000+10:00

friday is always so nice
first i have school
but all lectures
then i might go to starbucks with doggie
but not yesterday
then i'll have my cell
but yesterday it was a different plan

after school
cos i was way too cold to even walk to starbucks
so me n doggie went to her place to study
WE DID MATHS
MATHS!!!
amazing isnt it?!
muahaha

yea doggie's mama has arrived in melbourne safely
^^ thank God for blessing her with a pleasant n safe journey

after that doggie ash n me went for praise n worship night at church
while most of the other cell grp members went for flaredance
we sang so many many many songs
and sunny phillp gave a very good sermon as well
it was related to a story about ' it who was a bit better and a bit better than it'
if u understood that phrase
and understood the whole story he said yesterday
u must have been wide awake and your mind must have been very clear
yes he is indeed a very good pastor
he is able to make a sermon interesting and at the same time speaking about
God and christian living

finally im done with all the bookings to and back from sydney
next i'll need to get my sunbus and skybus coach tickets
preparing for a three day two night trip isnt very easy
monday will be samsam's birthday!!!
hehe im not going to write too much about it here becos she is reading this
i'll have a post possibly on tues
'shhhh...'

net listening to korean songs

doubled

2006-10-18T22:32:00.000+10:00

blogging for tues
becos the comp was down for a night
i typed it as a word document so that I wont forget wad I wanted to blog. haha
so here it goes…

this morning was tempted to skip lit lect
but aiya i still went becos just dun feel quite right bout not gg
im a gd girl
and also to take notes for sam n doggie
say thank you? haha

last night me doggie n sam went for trinity spring concert
the performers are so talented
there was a mix and match of different kinds of music
singing, instrumental, rock, pop, oldies
all sounded so nice

stop making ppl go mad
stop making ppl worry

do u know ure hurting her even more by being this way
can u just make life simpler for her

let her take a rest
let her have a day that she can smile truthfully from deep down her heart
thats the least u can do
let her go

give her an escape route
stop trapping her in the middle of
this maze
this mess

love her but in a different way as beforelet her go
love her this way

im not blaming anyone
but my heart aches to see her acting not like the usual her
she has always been the happy crazy girl among her friends
until one day she lost her usual self

she cried
she stoned
she put on tears rather than a smile on her face
let her go

like in one Korean drama
the actor said : “I would rather let myself cry than let a woman weep…”

net feels the pain
dun cry anymore
be strong

okay now blog for today
u know wad joy it is to have a whole morning totally free from sch?
i experienced it
it was totally slack
muahaha to say in a nicer way… relax
becos this morning dun have prac.
yea but i still woke up to do chem. tut

lunch went for theatresports
so funnyand the drama teachers are so talented
of cos not forgetting the student team who won the teachers
yea indeed both grps performed v well
hmm will my drama grp be able to give the similar kind of masterpiece this term?

went down to collins after class (skip bio lect)
stupid monash application
but i guess the slurpy soothed me v much
the brown n green n red n green syrup-ed-ice-shavings
actually it was a layer of coke n lime n raspberry n lime again ^^

yes n doggie bought flipflops from rivers
haha this is to solve the problem of chin sisters’ slippers problem
doggie: im going to hide my new flipflops in my rm

net is happy
drama tmr. yay

pinkish

2006-10-16T00:53:00.000+10:00

yay papa got an MP3 for me
and its PINK
duno how exactly it looks like but im sure its nice
anyway im not very into technology kinda thing
simple stuffs can le ^^
so happy!

yea papa reminded me to pray for God's will
especially about nx year
about where i will be going
to study
to live
to grow spiritually
i want to obey Him
teach me and help me Lord, Father

yup tmr is the big day
my eap presentation
hai get it over and done with
and i'll be finished
finished with presentations for the year (not including drama) -.-

so yup photos of wirawan's surprise belated birthday dinner
these are totally art pieces, dun u think so? ^^
sweet indulgence (quote from my eap speech) haha.
now u know why i love koko black so much

2006-10-15T00:18:00.000+10:00

yesterday had cell and did a study on the camel and needle
very chimm discussion
yea but learnt a lot
thanks God!

before that had a surprise birthday dinner with
wirawan, layleng, jessica, yitming, jacqueline
at yingthai
while walking there, we had to cross busy swanston street
there was so many cars and trams (plus we were jay-walking)
dangerous ya?
then jessica was teaching us korean and one phrase we learnt the best was" kajima!" and " hajima!"
which means " dun go!" and " dun do!"
then jess accidentally stepped on my slippers and she said sorry
haha guess wad i replied? " kuanechana." = " it's okay."
sounds korean yea? yay!
the food there was great. yup worth going again ^^
had to leave for cell so was quite in a rush.
sorry if i spoilt the mood
then went to koko black. haha my fav choc restaurant.

sounding like a speech...
moving on, after bible study
one by one went off leaving chin sisters, sarah, andy and myself
the neighbour left with us this fitness ball that gave us so much fun
hahahaha...... balancing on it, doing crunches, stretching the back,the best part was push ups
will put some nice and not disfigured photos soon, nx time.
sarah and doggie the photographers took tons of photos
u can nv imagine how crazy we got. wakakaka

today went for chem support (in need for this. struggling in chem =/ )
then went to doggie's place
yay finished quite a bit of chem notes and maths qnts
with accompanying piano music by doggie
no wonder can study so well. haha. thanks girl~!

then went down to qv safeway w sam n doggie
went home to put things down first
!!! there were two police at my aprt
from far far away i saw something i dun usually see
GUN. arrrhhh...... GUN!
they ask me which rm i stay n if i knew this person from this rm
*shrugs* i dunno
me and doggie even got into the lift with them
haha doggie was staring at their guns all the while in the lift
hmm dunno wad this person from this rm did that the cops find all the way to the reseidence

shall sleep early today so that i'll be all ready for church tmr morn
^^ love fridays and sundays

net prays for stronger devotion in God

bio vs society

2006-10-13T11:57:00.000+10:00

eap speech~
those who spole yesterday...ohmygdness they were so so good
its going to be my turn on monday *screams*
ohwell class... prepare for some sweet indulgence ^^ haha

and my school days from now revolve much around drama
which means... lay
lay? how many hours in a week do i spend with you? *faints*
yea so happy
thought of this great idea about fishes during drama class yest afternoon
just because of the fishbone hung on the wall of grattan
muahaha jack is excited about our idea ^5
but we still have to think of a strong ending
something that will amaze all the audience and judges

hoi debate was... it was... scary
both teams were arguing so enthusiatically
well done guys - khaiying, jae, wirawan
uve given frazer a great welcome back gift
the other grp debaters had very very good attitude
strong and firm stand on BIOLOGY
hello? u are debating on biology being women's constarins
WE are debating on society's views and conceptions being their constrains
dun get it?
okay my hoi class should get wad i mean
yay frazer will be back in two weeks to teach =D
is that gd or bad? im going to drop hoi
hmmm...

was talking to mom online
dunno why talk halfway felt like crying
was talking about uni and sch and buffet when i go back
mama~ papa~ i dun wan to study i want to go back
one more month to exams two more months to be back
忍............

okok lets think about today first
the plan:
1) chem lect
2) DH lunch
3) maths lect
4) boost? starbucks?
5) dinner at yingthai
6) cell at zhin's!
7) home and continue with eap speech

net is busy n still very busy

2006-10-12T02:16:00.000+10:00

yay today went for musuem trip during prac class
went to see dinos and evolution
crap la. me? evolve from apes? chimps?
走开啦!
don't anyone try to put wild thoughts into me!

okay then me n lay went for slurpy
muahaha was craving for it the whole morning at the musuem
so freaking hot today. 31 degrees max.
heat stroke ar...

so busy. very busy. very very busy.
so i shall list the things to do now:
1. eap speech
2. drama script
3. revision which includes
- whole year of maths
- so uninteresting n heaps of biology (DNA etc)
- tonnes to memorise chemistry

FAINTS

and there is just a few days more than a month to exams
how?!?! and i need to get my at least 90% average.

haiyo... jiu ming ar

never mind. tmr get yoghurt icecream. tmr tmr go starbucks with doggie.
these should give me enough boost to study.
ah... boost. Boost. BOOST! yes and either saturday or sunday, i shall get my rasberry ripe.
^^ yay~

friday is brit's birthday. oct 13.
brit this year cant celebrate with you
=( so sad. now i yearn to go back to singapore even more le
miss you so much
miss your mum's cooking also
i wanna play bridge and mahjong
the T.L.C.s i want to go back la!
let me skip final exams and just take average of term 1-3 results okay?
okayla... be nice
hai...

net shall stop dreaming n crapping

fan

2006-10-10T22:35:00.000+10:00

today was my drama second meeting
yay finished the story outlineS
wanted jack to decide a story between the two but he only said
" i think both stories are fine... you guys need to yea... talk more n put them into scenes and decide how you want to deliver the story to the audience "
okay, so there was no conclusion, was there?

okay then first thing i got home from sch
doggie ask me go her place for dinner but i ate le
then she tell me term 3 results out on tcole *faints*
once i reach home got surprise waiting for me

so my results... not too bad la
but must maintain ninety plus for term 4 then can get my average of 90 to get into optom
arrhhhggg!!!
sounds so hard
must study study study study study study study study study study arrrr....
i want to stay in melb uni, i dun mind going to monash or syd, but i still prefer melb uni
I LOVE MELB U!
but it would be best if i can get scholarship n get subsidy for sch fees
5 years eh! so expensive
but i think i have the interest to do that coursehai... i'll continue to pray for God's will and see where He leads me to

Then I said, 'Here I am - it is written about me
in the scroll -
I have come to do you will, O God.'
-Heb 10:7-

doggie, sam, dajie, kwann, ash, lay...
all of u must push me to study okay
even if u dun wan to study, must make me study ya?
very important wor... if not i might not be able to stay in melb, along swanston next year le
*cry*

net deep in thoughts

bored (un-boost-ed)

2006-10-09T23:42:00.000+10:00

so sian
very sian
*screams*
im writing this entry becos doggie reminded me to
haha see... im not a blog person

so, yup had my first drama meeting today
all those crazy ideas from bryce n lay *faints*
and the more emotional ideas from me n anthony
see the difference between science n arts ppl - drastic
but im sure arts n science can mix together n work well ^^

after eap doggie went to lygon boost with samsam
she went without me?!?!
how can she do that?!?!
i want my raspberry burst n man-go wild~!!!

not having boost was bad enough, then chem lect
patricia gave new set of notes *cry*
why like that?
so many things to study ar... How?

tmr ashash birthday
Happy Birthday!
dinner. Yes? No? i dunno

net looks forward to fri at starbucks

love sunday

2006-10-08T18:16:00.001+10:00

yay guess wad
i managed to wake up on time this morning
yes and i must thank God for that
because before i went to sleep last night
i prayed about that =D

as usual one thing that i do when i wake up
is to on the tv
and there it was showing behind the scenes of princess hour *screams*
so nice~

then went to church.
today pastor rob came to give the sermon
he talked about prayer, the meaning of prayer, the importance of prayer

Dear God
Our Father in heaven
Hallowed be Your name
Your Kingdom come
Your will be done on earth as in heaven
Give us today our daily bread
Forgive us our debts as we have forgiven our debtors
Lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil
For Yours is the Kingdom and the Power and the Glory forever
Amen

i admit that ive not been having the habit of praying in the past
but now im getting more to the habit and i guess God is reminding me to continue to do so
thanks for teaching me in Your ways Lord

i just told doggie that i started my blog
and her reaction was...

zhin zhin - blessed says:
really??!?!?!?
zhin zhin - blessed says:
ahhaha

so unexpected ya? haha

yup so tonight im going for evening service at SSCoC
now i shall TRY to revise term 1 maths
i wonder if this will work

net wants to work hard

love sunday

2006-10-08T18:16:00.000+10:00

firstly

2006-10-07T17:50:00.000+10:00

term 4 just started *cry*
today went to max brenner with doggie n sam
saw joseph there and on msn he said
' finally i know where mb is...'
that meant he was there for the first time right?

ohwell then it was corporate night
yay i love the song we sang at the end
all of my days and magnificient
yea although sometimes the band plays it too loud
the lyrics of the songs are gd and the sermon are appropriate also

then me n doggie went to laguna to get snacks
muahaha me got mochi ^^
and doggie got her seaweed and more seaweed haha

had been cracking my brain to think of ideas for drama
ohmygdness why is trinity making life so hard for us
mimic teachers? horror movie?
i dunno...

finally, yes i love my friends (in reply to sam's post) hee...
give me a hug~
* for the previous termbreak, i actually spent 19 out of 20 days with doggie.
hahaha interesting yea?

net shall sleep early now
but its 12.48am already... hai