im feeling very sad
depressed
i duno wad im doing
i dun wan to study
but i know i need to
i just feel like sleeping throughout the day
i dun wan to get out of the house to anywhere
i need a boost from someone

maybe if he talk to me?
maybe if he can just type 'hey' to me?
maybe that will wake me up from my restless self
maybe thats something that only he can do. no one else
maybe i really miss him and miss everything in singapore
9 months without him
how is it compared to 5 years?
why am i feeling like this?
how many more 5 years will i be like this?
i know he is always like a wood block
he wont respond to you all the time
even if he does, the reply is very short
he is better at talking to square things
computer n mobile phone screen
throught these he can ratter on and on for a long long time
i just need a word from you

did u know the previous chat we had kept me happy for a few days?
and did u know because of u, i love my balcony n the tree so so so much?

haii
i think it is pms
dun bother about me
leave me alone

stupid wood block
*cry*